im tired. every time i get a tiny bit of happiness in my life it gets washed away like i never had it in a single moment. if it werent for school i wouldn’t even bother getting up in the mornings, im failing school anyways so its not like it matters. im a f****** dissapointment. i just wanna make my parents proud. i just wanna be good enough for someone to care about me like i do them. i deserve feeling like it though. i dont take care of myself. im a f****** retarded shithead whos only special quirk is that she is a dumb f****** t*****. i dont matter. im 16 and i already know im going nowhere in life except face-down in a ditch somewhere.
