Do you want to know what you did to me? I genuinely fell in love with you. I know it sounds stupid, but it did and I was stupid. One day everything is good another day I’m standing in front of you, you saying “Just like that.” I left that night crying. And I’ve cried almost everyday since.
Since that day, I dont feel things. Nothing but emptiness. I swear I feel nothing. I have no motivation to do a thing. I have no will to do anything.
I’m not an unstable person, but whatever I believed in was dragged from underneath me as I stood there. I hate the things I’ve done for you. I hate I spent so much time, so much effort so much of myself.
A breakup wouldn’t have hurt this much, but you made it your mission to hit me when I’m at my lowest. And you kept hitting. I really really hate you.
But more importantly I hate who I was and that I was blinded.
You should know you’re a horrible person and keep reminding yourself of that every f****** single day.