I am a childhood s@ survivor. My mom often watched in enjoyment.
I was raped and beaten by my ex multiple times. He tried to intentionally get me pregnant so I’d be his forever. He told me daily he’d kill me.
My mom’s whole family turned their back on me for not respecting my mom… Even though she allowed/ watched me to go through hell and beat me.
My dad packed up and moved states and we talk 3 times a year… If even that.
My brother thinks I’m a selfish b**** for turning my back on my mom.
Excuse the fact that I’m not normal. I’m very different. You have to realize that everyone ever close to me, has abused me or left me.

Now here it is, just a few days away from the anniversary of one of the most traumatic days of my life… Guess who I have??? Not a single person. Husband and I are halfway to divorce… Very close guy friend has pushed me away, and family is basically non existent….
So thankful for these kids … Without them, is already be gone.