Im just going to lay it all out on the table Its an unbearable feeling a feeling that I wouldnt be able to describe I just want to stab someone because of my anger or stab my self
The people i wasnt to stab are those who neglected me the reason i was put in a group home the reason i have all these problems all i want is my pain to go away but it wont it never will i have this sadness as well this down where im entusiastic about something and then this sadness drowns over me I dont know if anyone can relate to any of this besides my bio family situation right now i feel hopeless and writting this feels like a relief but there is still that feeling that i have no idea what it is its not good though I want somebody to understand