I am single mother and so depressed some days I can’t get out of bed. I am very to myself
But nobody really knows what I’m facing because I carry a joyful unbothered spirit.
My workplace I was bullied and sometimes were I reside and it’s mainly women. Remind you I’m struggling with a 5 year old by myself
With no help I drink often to swallow the pain.
The jobs I’m offered I end up getting treated like s*** by someone in management. I be asking myself am I to helpful and friendly what is it? My last supervisor treated me so poorly and belittle me any chance he can get away with it. He did so much spiteful things in my head I am like damn can I just do my job in peace. Moral of the story is managers should be careful when they take advantage of their colleagues. I develop suicidal thoughts because I just feel like my son is better off without me. I get to step 2 and back to step 1. I wish I was ugly sometimes idk what to do anymore. My baby boy is my world and I get up and keep trying because of him. I am tired my soul anything good comes get s***** away. I was let go the month before his birthday and it’s killing me inside because I am not sure what to do.