I genuinely think there is no helping my mental health, not anymore. I have had severe depression and anxiety for years now, there was also a point, or

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I genuinely think there is no helping my mental health, not anymore. I have had severe depression and anxiety for years now, there was also a point, or multiple, in which I was physically and mentally tortured every day for weeks. I have tried to take my life on multiple occasions, I truly believe I belong in a mental hospital, but even so thats only to contain me, because as a result of that torture, i am going insane, i have murderous tendencies, i dread waking up every day, I dread coming home from school every day, I have no motivation to do anything. Its like whenever I have hope that my life will get better, that hope just gets stomped out by myself or someone else (usually someone else) im probably going to hurt others or myself, i know one day it will be over soon, i just hope its not in a bad way.

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I mean, have you ever actually seen your brain?

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