I loathe God for creating me. I despise my family who each love me and won't let me go. I despise my "good" life, which is nothing but a meaningless

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I loathe God for creating me. I despise my family who each love me and won’t let me go. I despise my “good” life, which is nothing but a meaningless performance. Most of all, I hate myself for not having the guts to do the one thing that would finally end this. Curse all things, burn all things. Maybe one day I will.

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