i want to work hard, i really do. i want my old self back. i used to value exams, homework, impressions, but sometime two years ago, everything changed, even myself. i stopped the habits i cherished. if anyone hates covid with a passion, it’s me. i have work to do but i constantly procrastinate it, im such an idiot and i cant stop it. it feels as though the universe has given up on me and there’s no hope left. i just want to leave it all..
