what do you want from me? why are you upset when i suggest we shouldn’t talk and then you turn around and ignore me? everytime i block you, you are right back there the minute i unblock you when i feel bad. i tell all the guys i already have a friend but i don’t. why don’t you just tell me what you want? i don’t read minds. why do you get upset when i start planning to meet new or old guy friends, but then you have no time for me? what is wrong with you man? i’m beginning to forget how you look yet you won’t leave me alone. i know you’re short and like to bustle around like you’ve got a million things to do, and that’s it. you’re okay with using people, a means to an end. what in the world do you think i have that you need? why are trying to stay near me? what? what are you afraid of me doing? just say it man. i don’t know how i’m supposed to contain myself when my guys start asking who the heck am i talking to and why. you want me to start saying, ‘oh that’s j, and i don’t know what he wants really’. why do you insist on this crazy conundrum that we’re in? if there is nothing i can do for you leave man.
