I’ve kind of gotten myself into a spiral..

First is feeling kind of rejected. I know people are busy and I shouldn’t take it personally, but I kind of feel like a freak. :/

I’m trying to get back on a healthier path but it seems like roadblocks are everywhere. Especially myself! I feel so uninspired and lacking desire to do anything at all..which is just a side effect of my biggest problem..

Anxiety. I know I need to balance being patient with myself and pushing myself.

I just have to get through this. The only way out is through.