I feel incredibly empty. I don’t particularly hate what I’m doing, but I feel like I don’t have what it takes to do my best if that makes sense. I don’t know how to take breaks anymore, I just lie down and watch dumb videos and listen to the same songs. If I go for a walk I just got to the same 3 places. I’m not someone who can do the same thing over and over again, something I have immense respect for in others. I always want to do something new, I want challenges, I want to explore. The monotony is killing me.
