I’m scared, disappointed and disgusted with my past self. (I’m older but this was when I’m as 9-12)
I used to go on this app called amino and role play with stranger on the internet, I was obviously curious about s** and other stuff like that and didn’t know it was wrong because I was a minor and a literal child but I did some fucked up s*** that is affecting me now at my current age, I was forced into relationships, s***** harassed and didn’t know it, I’ve been pulled into drama and almost f****** resorted to running from home because someone validated me and “loved” me and made me feel things I should’ve not felt. I even heard a man f****** j******* on a call because we were “together” a f****** creep who I thought was my friend (I didn’t understand I couldn’t be friends with an 18 year ole) sent me a sick pic. A perv send me a pic of her clothes chest. I’m so done with all this. I thought soemoen who was a YouTuber (cdawgva) was actually talking to me but I’d Tom even know anymore, I’m f****** terrified of myself and just wanna change what I did but I can’t. I don’t know why it happened to me but also why not me I’m so confused and lost and sad and I’m pain I don’t care I just want it to stop.