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“What are you doing?
What are you doing here?
who are you fooling when you choose to disapear?
I can feel the storm coming, I can see it in your eyes

What are you saying?
What I dont understand?
Youre still explaining but I can see right through your plan
I can feel the story, you’re not telling me your lies

You know I’m not a fool
So don’t you lead me on
I’m gonna grab my things and soon you know that I will be gone
There is no change of heart
we’re living worlds apart
you know it’d be this way so dont say youre sorry

Hey its alright, you got me living in transition but it feels ok
tonight, I’m alright
I’m gonna take what I’ve been given and I’ll be just fine
so
woah woah
Im gonna be just fine
so
woah woah
Im gonna be alright tonight

Tonight I’m gonna find the strength to make it better for myself
even though you put me on the shelf
Its alright, all those lies that you told
ooooooooo

Two lives we’ve gone our seperate ways
You’d never leave before, now it don’t matter anymore
so don’t say “Please Stay” cause I wont let you get the best of me…

Hey, alright, you got me living in transition but it feels ok tonight
Im alright, I’m gonna take what I’ve been given and I’ll be just fine
So Hey it’s alright, you got me living in transition but it feels ok tonight,
I’m alright, I’m gonna take what I’ve been given and I’ll be just fine
so
hey hey hey
It’s alright
You got me living in transition but it feels ok tonight
Im alright i’M GONNA TAKE WHAT i’VE BEEN GIVIEN AND i’LL BE JUST FINE
So
Woah woah woah
I’m Gonna Be Just fine
So
Woah Woah
You know it’s alright, I’m alright, you got me living in transition but it’s alright, I’m alright. Alright Alright Alright.”

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