I was 11 when I went online talking to strangers.I wanted attention.They taught me stuff I shouldn’t have known.s***** stuff.I started sending.then one day this boy from my school added me. We snapped for a while. We eventually sent nudes to each other. He wanted to meet up one day I said no. Never talked to home again.A couple months later I met this girl from my school.We became best friends. Then she said she knew that boy. That she was raped by him… People still want me for my body.I let them get my body. I let them do what they want to me. This led to bipolar depression and body dysmorphia. I worry about how I look every second.I have a addiction to p*** still. I try to not. But everyday it gets me. Then I get depressed. That’s me right now. It got me today.I wonder if it’s gonna get better. I almost self harmed yesterday due to this. I hope no one has to go through this. (He not in jail.no one knows about this)
