i will never be able to tell my group of friends that one of us, my ex, put me through so much intense emotional and s***** abuse 2019 and just threw me aside for his current partner. And I also can’t tell this partner that he actually cheated on me with them several times in the past couple months.
these secrets will go to the grave with me, and it puts me in so much pain to know that, cause i only have 3 years left to live. i’m too afraid of breaking our group up, they all mean so much to each other and they all seem so happy. i want to tell them all so bad, i don’t want his partner to keep putting up with the hell he forced me through, cause he admitted to me he’s been doing the same things to them.
i’m going to die without telling my friends my most devastating secret, and i feel so bad for lying to them.
