I’ve picked the place where I am going to do ‘it’, and how. The only reason I haven’t is because my aunt (very caring, sweet lady who is full of love and regret) might feel it’s her fault and I don’t want her to live the rest of her life thinking she was responsible in any way. She’s old so I figure I can last a few more years until shes passed (hopefully happily) and then I will do “it”.
