I wanted a relationship and a life with her. she stayed with me for just one night and when I begged her and told her that what I meant was not a one night stand and asked her to stay she looked at me and put her shirt on and said bye. even as far as that night went I can’t even remember clearly how it exactly was thanks to being so much in disbelief that I had the love of my life in my bed and my arms so close. that was more like the one magical night a fairy gave me … just one … never for me to be able to experience it ever again … I’m scared to think if I’d done something to make her hate me now.
