Why cant you understand? S** complicates things .? It really does .
I’m really tired these days of hiding and lying to everyone that I’m alright, when the truth is I’m not .
Right now ? My feet look like they were put into a meat grinder . It’s not a game or joke .
I can’t even touch upon my mind or my spirit . And truthfully? I fear giving up , and I am not a quitter by nature . I’m a fighter .
But the only hope I truly have right now is the idea of freedom . Of leaving to go to a far away place where time stood still .
A place I might have a chance of being made healed . Because right now ? Things don’t look good .