To: You really like older, psychotic, businessmen
Me: You find boys your own age immature and you want to be with men who have maturity through ageing and probably know what they want out of life and are well on the way to getting that, if not having it already and there is nothing wrong or strange about that.
My current female companion went out with and married 2 men (at different times) who were 20 years older than her, plus and naturally, they got old and died while she was relatively young – she is 6 months older than me at 75 (and ancient).
You have a liking for older men and older men have a liking for younger women – I was a toy boy for older women in my 30’s (I’m male) the women were in their 60’s plus – great s** and no strings – I almost married a woman 16 years younger than me – no reason why you can’t be motivated by what turns you on and enjoying that – once you are of legal age, sort of thing