I want to be normal. Why do I have to end up with other people. I dont want to be a system. Mom and dad why did you make me this way. You guys gave me trauma. F*** you both. You are both the reason I hate myself, you are both the reason I always think im a mistake, you are both the reason I self harm. F*** you. Why.
I want my real home. I want to see my imaginary parents.
I dont deserve these things though.
I deserve to get bullied for wearing a mask that I find confort in.
I deserve nothing but pain.
