i wish someone was able to love me. ive suffered from severe bpd a lot of my life. i am very aware im a bad person and i wish i could change. i just want

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i wish someone was able to love me. ive suffered from severe bpd a lot of my life. i am very aware im a bad person and i wish i could change. i just want someone to love me. im alone in real life, my family has given up and none of the people i know in real life want to speak to me. im really considering killing myself, i dont have a reason here anymore. waking up is pain, i cant eat, i cant get out of bed, im constantly depressed. theres no way out of this than killing myself

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Totally speechless when I found this. Today I was putting laundry away. In my son’s dresser I found a drawn picture of two human stick figures. The male was mounted on a female. The face on the female was a cut out picture of me. Glued to the picture. The male’s face was a cut out of my son’s.

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