dang, i caught my dad cheating with my mom. My mom knows nothing and I can’t teel her because i am afraid for the possible outcome. The mistress knows that my dad has a family. It hurts the s*** out of me knowing i don’t have the strength to even ask him a simple question ” who the hell is that girl?”

I thought i will experience this kind of pain when i fall inlove in the future, i never imagine that i will be experiencing it with my own father. This kind of pain makes me beg to our lord, this pain makes me beg to him to take all the pain away because i can’t take it anymore!! I am so hurt!!

I even pray that if he can’t take the pain away, he can take me instead. I badly need help, but i dont know what kind of help!!!

Danggg!! This pain makes me weak!! I used to cheer other people every single day everytime they are having a bad day but I can’t do it now. I need help! I want this pain to stop!! I wanna be free!! I want a strong, complete, and happy family ;(