I’ve always had a fear that I’m trapped and I can’t get out. But I just realized I actually am trapped, running away is against the law. Leaving before you’re 18 is against the law. I have to stay with my parents for at least 4 more years before I’m free and it doesn’t sound long but it feels long. Most days fly by but when I start feeling bad, the days feel like weeks. I’m tired of being a people pleaser and so dependent on my parents. They can take away almost everything I have and that’s scary, I know the way to avoid that is to be good but I’m so tired. I want out.
