i want to give up so bad. i know i’m good and capable but nobody wants to give me a chance.i’m self-motivated but i still feel sad and lonely. when i can’t work for my dreams. My responseblities is much heavier than my age. i couldn’t get up whenever i feels everything is start become normal, as soon as a new trouble come. I tried everything but i failed in everything. my first dream become a dancer but i couldn’t because girls are not capable enough in the eyes of society. when i get to know about kpop, i thought now i can acheived my dreams but i failed again. now i want give up from my first dream. i don’t want to be dancer or kpop idol anymore. but whenever i saw some new songs or dance videos , my heart start aching and tears come out