A girl I really cared about literally lied in my face about what I found in her phone. She portrayed a version of herself that was fake and couldn’t even tell me the truth when I approached her about it. She would constantly tell me that she’s celibate and she’s not looking for anything but then I find that she had s** with 4 men in 1 day. Absolutely destroyed me when I found out. I broke her heart in the beginning and I was adamant about trying to fix my wrongs but now after finding out how she really is I’m incredibly heartbroken. I should not have looked through her phone but I needed to confirm what my gut was trying to tell me. I found this out after bringing over a gift bag full of various things that she likes and she f****** played me a like fiddle.

I won’t lie, it hurts so f****** bad I don’t think I’ve ever felt pain this deep before but I know for a fact I will be a better person because of it. In some ways, I thank you for the pain you’ve caused me. I finally see you for what you really are. I know where I stand in this relationship and my eyes are as clear as they have ever been. I’ll never trust you again and I don’t want to be your life, I don’t want you as a friend, I don’t want you as a girlfriend. You need help and I tried my hardest to be there for you but ultimately your actions showed that you don’t want it.

So now I’m hurt but clear headed and focused on my goals completely. I won’t try to enact revenge for what you did to me or out you as some kind of s*** but I will not forget this feeling and how you lied to me with no feelings of remorse. I will be better because of this situation, I cry today, I may cry tomorrow but I’ll much stronger and wiser going forward.