My husband is a narcissistic abusive p************. I have never truly hated someone this much in my life. He’s too psychotic for me to leave him…I genuinely think he will kill me if I leave him cuz every time I try to leave he breaks s*** or throws something straight at my face and says “but I wasn’t aiming for you” yeah…tell that to the f****** gash on my head that’s bleeding cuz you threw your f****** phone at me on my f****** birthday an hour before my guests arrived…oh you didn’t mean to…..aww it’s okay you’re right it’s my fault you got to that point, it’s always my fault you call me a b****,retarded, failure, moron, idiot—oh right you would have never called me those things or acted like that if I hadn’t started s*** with you in the first place…right stupid f****** silly me…a divorce on his name is not something he can live with. He’s not “the type of guy who gets left” watch me m***********. I’m going to start slowly packing my s*** up, I’ll leave the state if I have too and I’m gonna get a restraining order. I hate you m***********. I spit in your f****** lunch every day b****. You make me despise men and remind me they all have sick demented minds like you. I bet this is why women become lesbian and I would much rather be with a chick at this point. Your d*** is too small for you to act like a p************ b****, I literally had s** only two times before I met you, I’m not f****** loose you’re just that f****** small f*** you b**** for insulting me and my p****. If I had teeth in my p**** like that one f****** movie, I would bite your s*** off and shove it up your a** until it comes out your f****** mouth. F*** you you f****** b****. You’re f****** dead to me, see you in f****** hell you f****** demon of my life.