I'm sorry you have to read it, but I just need to get things off my chest. I'm bipolar, currently going through a depressive episode and am constantly

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I’m sorry you have to read it, but I just need to get things off my chest.
I’m bipolar, currently going through a depressive episode and am constantly f****** up at my job so that I got fired today (for a reason, but still it s**** when the best you can isn’t good enough). I know, self-loathing much, and I almost decided to quit the job myself as it was a terrible thing considering that the workload left my mental health in shambles after less than a year. It still hurts. A f****** lot, actually.

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For redundancy, I am looking into suspension haanging. This way, if the helium somehow fails, at least blood supply will be cut off to my brain. I need to make this as foolproof as possible so that I don’t have to return to Fiserv ever again. The pill route seems unreliable at best – the likely outcome is organ damage and lengthy hospital stays, and then I’d be monitored and unable to attempt again.

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How was I suppose to know that I was “harassing” the late Laurie Burrows? She told me to give her favourite teacher a hug for me? She always answered all my questions about College D’Enseignment. There was no reason for me to think that I was harassing Laurie.