Even though I knew it was all fake, all those years we were together where you lied to me about our friendship, I still miss you. I know you didn’t mean

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Even though I knew it was all fake, all those years we were together where you lied to me about our friendship, I still miss you. I know you didn’t mean any of it, and I’m sorry I hurt you like I did. But I miss you because I actually liked you.
I don’t know if I’ll want you back years from now, but at least now I do. I don’t care if they were all lies, I want you to come back and talk to me like we used to.
I tell myself I should let it go because it wasn’t real but I can’t, not now. I truly miss you.

New Confession

For redundancy, I am looking into suspension haanging. This way, if the helium somehow fails, at least blood supply will be cut off to my brain. I need to make this as foolproof as possible so that I don’t have to return to Fiserv ever again. The pill route seems unreliable at best – the likely outcome is organ damage and lengthy hospital stays, and then I’d be monitored and unable to attempt again.

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How was I suppose to know that I was “harassing” the late Laurie Burrows? She told me to give her favourite teacher a hug for me? She always answered all my questions about College D’Enseignment. There was no reason for me to think that I was harassing Laurie.