ive never felt more alone. its been so long since ive felt anything. i dont want to live like this anymore i cant fucking take it. why didnt they let me

5 years

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ive never felt more alone. its been so long since ive felt anything. i dont want to live like this anymore i cant f****** take it. why didnt they let me go 5 years ago, i should have died. why didnt i f****** die

New Confession

For redundancy, I am looking into suspension haanging. This way, if the helium somehow fails, at least blood supply will be cut off to my brain. I need to make this as foolproof as possible so that I don’t have to return to Fiserv ever again. The pill route seems unreliable at best – the likely outcome is organ damage and lengthy hospital stays, and then I’d be monitored and unable to attempt again.

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How was I suppose to know that I was “harassing” the late Laurie Burrows? She told me to give her favourite teacher a hug for me? She always answered all my questions about College D’Enseignment. There was no reason for me to think that I was harassing Laurie.