I replaced my Heroine addiction 10 years ago with pornography. I've desensitized myself from that to the point where 8-12 yo girls how now officially

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I replaced my Heroine addiction 10 years ago with p**********. I’ve desensitized myself from that to the point where 8-12 yo girls how now officially turned me on.
It’s fucked. I never thought I would EVER even CONSIDER at any facet to sink to the lowest thing you can possibly do as a human.
I work with kids of many ages, I love my job, I love what I do. I’ve been clean for 10 years now. Which has not been easy, but here I am.
But when I’m not working, I spend around 3-6 hours a day looking at p***. And have spent around 9k on website subscriptions over the years. And have amassed about 4 TB of pictures and videos.
It started out being just mature p***, but have branched out into every genre of p***.
Granny, Granny B**, T*****. S******, Gay b******, f******, atk hairy, twinks and bears, hood street walkers, sewage feasting, self mutilation, synthol injections, insertion, animal r***, cadaver consecration (necrophilia) and even f****** waterboarding….
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… but now… little girls?
It’s only getting worse.
I’ve been photoshoping royalty free stock images of little girls crying faces onto b*********** looking girls, usually editing out their t**’s to not have any, also editing their twats to make look more undeveloped…
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I’m fucked,
couple days ago I made a gif of a sobbing 8 year old girl choking on a photo of my own d***.

New Confession

I miss being 13 and going through puberty, it was just me and My mom, she was gone alot working or out with friends, She would leave early on a Sunday morning and go hang out with her friends, Id wake up after she left had the morning hardon, having to pee, plus I slept naked, I walked out to the front fully naked except id have my sandals on take leak out in the front yard completely n***, we had a new trailer mom bought us and we was on her dads land after they passed away, so lots of privacy, After I peed in the yard I would walk down a long dirt road and get the mail from the mailbox across the paved road from our long dirt driveway, id spend most of the days Naked and masterbating.

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