Thanks for reaching out to me and trying to explain your side of things, especially considering the stupid s*** I’ve been up to and all the crazy s*** I’ve been saying. It means alot, even though I responded to you like a douchebag. Your feelings and point of view are valid. That relentless gentleness and mercy, it reminds me of why I fell in love with you. I feel so stuck. I’m sorry I keep making that your problem…I’m sorry for a lot.. None of it is your fault. I am not your responsibility. If one day I am pulled under, promise me you won’t blame yourself or hold it against me.
