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A big confrontation happened today. I was confronted by people because of some lie that I told them about. Its my first time that someone threatened me in a way that made me think of just ending it all. Now that everyone knows, I feel like there’s no purpose in living anymore. It made me think that if I disappear, they might forgive me but even “I” can’t forgive myself. Its my first time having these suicidal thoughts. I feel like the entire world has collapsed on me. I have no one to talk to so I hope that letting all my feelings here, it might somehow against all odds help in any way. If you are reading this, thank you for taking your time to read my sad and pathetic event in my life. I hope you are happy and content of what have. Keep safe and have a wonderful day.

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I haven’t decided whether to record my exit strategy. This helium-based strategy isn’t particularly gory, so I think it’d be suitable for recording. If it can be of benefit to the medical research community then I feel like it’d be a good thing to do. During one of my “test” attempts, I found that I subconsciously ripped the bag off my head. I will need to remedy this by cuffing my hands to a sturdy frame, and then turning on the gas. You did this, Fiserv.

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I haven’t decided whether to record my exit strategy. This helium-based strategy isn’t particularly gory, so I think it’d be suitable for recording. If it can be of benefit to the medical research community then I feel like it’d be a good thing to do. During one of my “test” attempts, I found that I subconsciously ripped the bag off my head. I will need to remedy this by cuffing my hands to a sturdy frame, and then turning on the gas. You did this, Fiserv.

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