I’m the type of person at school that everyone knows, and complements, and makes small conversation to, But only because I’m smart. but nobody ever actually wants to be WITH me. I have friends but I don’t. They don’t talk to me outside of school. I have guys who text me telling me I’m beautiful, but they don’t even look at me when I see them in or out of school. I feel a sense of loneliness I never have before and knowing I have three more years of high school that will be just like this is so hard of a thing To accept. It’s stupid but knowing I’m going to prom alone just seems so pathetic to me that I might not even go, no matter how bad I want to.
