College is stressing me out. My entire extended family is expecting me to go and complete a degree as the only person in our family who has ever gone to

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College is stressing me out. My entire extended family is expecting me to go and complete a degree as the only person in our family who has ever gone to college. I simply cannot afford it. When I go, I will be living from paycheck to paycheck and even then I may not be able to eat at the end of everyday.

I’m going to try and see if the school’s financial aid office will offer me an on campus job and if they can’t I’ll have to figure something out with the local businesses. I am scared, because I will be so far away from home and my parents have either passed or want no part in my life. No one is willing to help me out, but they’re still expecting me to survive this. Here’s to hoping I can pay off these student loans……

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i tried nitrous for the first time last week, on his birthday. it was kind of underwhelming. i think i already have a tolerance from past ketamine abuse since it acts on the same receptors

i am thinking of doing ketamine again. i do it every few months or so now. im tired of snorting lines though and ive been thinking a lot about injecting it again. IV is like a dream, but apparently its easy to “pass out” before you can take the needle out of your arm, so im worried about taking really high doses. IM takes a little more time, but it leaves you with muscle pain for a few days wherever you shoot it up.

ive had a plate of lines sitting in my room for like a month now. itd be easiest to do those, i just hate the long 12 hour comedown when i take enough for a k hole….

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I haven’t decided whether to record my exit strategy. This helium-based strategy isn’t particularly gory, so I think it’d be suitable for recording. If it can be of benefit to the medical research community then I feel like it’d be a good thing to do. During one of my “test” attempts, I found that I subconsciously ripped the bag off my head. I will need to remedy this by cuffing my hands to a sturdy frame, and then turning on the gas. You did this, Fiserv.