My mom will never understand how shes never around for me. She will never understand how I practically had to raise myself half of the time. Whenever I have tried to talk to her, she always says something like “I can’t do anything right” or “I’m a terrible mom, huh?” It is incredibly flustering. When I talk to my therapist, my mom turns into a completely different person. She knows she has a problem and she acts real sweet and all “I’ll get help” but behind closed doors she is nothing like she pretends to be in front of others.. I love her, because she’s my mom, but I often don’t feel love back..