I want to connect s**/love again. I’ve been having s** with people I feel attracted to without letting them in. I am mentally Incapable of dating since I was cheated on 3 years ago. I have no respect for anyone so I use their bodies for intimacy and dispose of them as soon as the act is done. It’s starting to feel self destructive as if though I am now disrespecting myself. I want to open my heart again.