I’m known as the friend who doesn’t like kids. People know not to show me pictures of babies because I don’t show interest and I never ask to hold babies. I perpetuate the “I hate kids” personality because I don’t think I’ll ever have children. I really want to be a mother, but I don’t think I’ll ever find the love of my life to have children with. Distancing myself from children seems to be the only way to soften the blow of my childless life.