I am so deeply hurt and broken that I feel I’m unlovable. I’ve been told over and over by those I care the most about, that no one will find me attractive. Or that I used to be so beautiful. It’s been a constant in my life for so long, that it’s engraved in my brain and pretty much what I believe now. I’m in such a deep depression, that I don’t know how I’m going to pull myself out this time. I’m not sure I can.