Sometimes I wish you would break up with me, let me go. I wish you the best in all you do. I hope you find someone else that will love you for who you are. I am growing tired and weary of your neglect. I am more alone now than I ever was before you. I once had hope I’d meet someone really special that would love me. I had NO idea I’d meet you and you would show me nothing but neglect. I don’t hate you. I just want to say goodbye. I used to have hope. All I have now is 5 yrs wasted. I am tired of the long distance. Attending everyone else’s wedding and funerals, alone. You are never there. Please forgive me when I say a final goodbye. Maybe you need to be set free yourself. I wish you acted more normal. Perhpas your cheating or you have another “option” beyond me. I just know you do not make me happy. I’m sad. I ‘m tired of going thru life alone. You want me to wait for you. I’m tired of waiting for you. You have never been there for me. You never will. I am trying not to give up on you. Trying. But i’m losing the battle. I can’t lie to you anymore. but you haven’t make me happy in a LONG LONG time. I’m alone. and sad and depressed. PLEASE…let me go. Please say a goodbye. I didn’t give up. YOU just didn’t fight for me. bye.