I hate this. I hate it all. I want every single bit of it burned to the f****** ground. S*** keeps getting piled onto me like no f****** tomorrow and it’s s***. It’s all s***. School, toxicity, things I know leaving me, it’s all just F****** B*******. ALL. OF. IT. I want it to go away. I want the pain out of my head. I want the voices out. I keep telling myself I’m not f****** stupid, I keep telling myself I’m not gonna fail, but I ALWAYS FAIL. I’M ALWAYS F****** STUPID. ALL I WANT TO DO IS TO GET AWAY FROM THIS HELL HOLE. F*** THIS S*** AND F*** LIFE. I hate it here. I absolutely despise it. I’m going into junior f****** high and I don’t know any kind of 6th grade math, EVEN THOUGH THE YEAR IS ALMOST ENDING, and I have a f****** state test coming up which is AMAZING, ABSOLUTELY AMAZING. I CAN’T WAIT TO F****** GET HELD BACK.
This broke me. Everything did. Going to school. Ruining my self esteem. Staying up all night watching YouTube cause I don’t want to skip to the next day. I don’t want to be here. I DON’T WANT TO BE HERE! I…Don’t. I don’t want to sit in this shithole all my life and just keel over. I’m wasting my life away, spending 1/3 of my day doing something I DON’T WANT TO F****** DO. I HATE IT HERE.
