I hate my fuckign life. I thing everyone will leave me. I’m drunk and I’m realising that nothing is fuckign worth it. My life is so meaningless nobody

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I hate my fuckign life. I thing everyone will leave me. I’m drunk and I’m realising that nothing is fuckign worth it. My life is so meaningless nobody will remember me if I die. I want to kill meyself so badly. The person who I love hates me and ignores me. I’m addicted to weed and alcohol and want to get into the police force. Nobody would care if I passed away and sometimes the temptation to fuckign end everything is so bad I beat myself until I feel like I’m dead. I need pain to live I crave off of it. I think I deserve it I think I’m so F****** unlovable even though I give my whole self to anyone who shows any sort of interest in my. I care for the people around me so much yet nobody cares for me the amount I do for them all I want is the feelings to be reciprocated but I feel like that’s too much to ask. The balcony is right F****** there I want to do it but I won’t because I’m a F****** p****.

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