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You want to talk about my true colors? You want to make me feel bad for things I did in the past? You want to play the victim? Maybe you’ll finally understand my true colors when your name is at the top of my suicide note. You destroyed my soul when you abandoned me, and I never recovered. And Im sorry that I did some (admittedly REALLY)fucked up s*** to get your attention because you clearly weren’t interested in having a conversation with me. I wasnt gonna message you first, and I wanted to hurt you for ignoring me for so long. Maybe ignore is the wrong word. I wanted you to reach out to me. I could have done a lot worse than what I did but I didn’t do anything that I couldnt forgive if someone did it to me. You will understand one day what you meant to me, but it will be too late. My ghost will haunt you for the rest of your life. You will die alone, in assisted living, for no good reason, and I hope that when you lie there dying, you remember me, and what could have been. I would have moved mountains for you.

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