I have thought about how I want to kill myself
I want it to be either a gunshot in the head or sleeping pills…
I wanted to kill myselfbtoday but I had no way or chance to do that so here I am alive…being scared…
And since I feel so much fear pf everything I also am scared of sleeping but I love my dreams because I die in most of them I commit suicide there and nobody can hold me and tell me to notvdo it…but I have one last will to live and thatbis just to meet only one single person…then I would be able to die happily…
