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im 17 girl, id love to get along with my mom but everyother day it turns upside down.Most of the time all i feel is being left out despite the fact that she cooks for me. above all im unable to discuss anything that im facing or that going in my mind.I long for a warm gesture and a soothing hug but only end up in despair and longing end of the day after all the longing i only be hugging a pillow and burry my crying face thinking about something she scolded or nagged me for. I try a lot to get along with her but all my efforts go in vain. these days its really becoming difficult to handle my emotions on my own and i desperately want someone to hold me tight . I did find a supportive person with whom i can share my feelings and the other person also compassionately listens to me and comforts me.But i cant keep disturbing her there is a lot i need to speak about but practically dont know how to….i try connecting ith my mom and that doesnt happens….i fell to low and bad. At times when my mom scolds i feel as if a heavy rock is placed over me and that i cant escape the pain of carrying it .I feel withered and useless at times .

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