I’m hating lockdown, every time I hear stricer measures or new rules on the news my heart starts beating hard and fast, its these lockdowns that scare me the most. Unemployed and idle for months on end, all the skills I learned in college becoming f****** useless. Using marijuana and alcohol from waking to sleep to cope with the endless goaless idle day after day of lockdown. I secure a job, get my mental health back on track, only for 2nd lockdown to happen a month later and here I am looking at thc carts on ocs to spend the next few bleak months in lockdown sleeping in bed all day, wondering the f*** am I even here for.
