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I was actually having an okay day today and then my mother reminded me how I’m probably not doing enough to get into a good college. I really want to tell her about my depression and anorexia but I genuinely think she won’t believe me and she’ll just say it’s my fault. How the f*** do I live with that and honestly even my own self. I know I’m not doing anything but it’s that way because I don’t have the strength to get through the f****** day without breaking down. I’m always exhausted and anxious and I can’t function normally. I have f****** anorexia in addition to that s*** and I cannot explain how much I hate myself. How do I explain to her that I’m not planning on being alive for next year when I have to apply to college. I hate this

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