I hate everything about my college...I feel severely anxious just thinking about attending classes, thinking about my teachers and how hollow and empty

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I hate everything about my college…I feel severely anxious just thinking about attending classes, thinking about my teachers and how hollow and empty they seem. I cannot socialize with anyone so I am all alone by myself. Online school just gives me even more anxiety and panic attacks. And it made me hate the field Im studying. It breaks my heart seeing how I lose my love for music and everything about it because of this college. How could anyone hate music? I just feel so much hate towards it I feel the need to sit in complete silence and cry. And I cannot give up on this college since it will break my fathers heart. I am forced to souldier through with or without good grades. I have to repeat so many semesters because I cannot bring myself to sign in to class. It makes me seriously question if I will ever have any motivation to do anything… Since I cannot bring myself to do any kind of homework for college.

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