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To: you are not doing anything wrong From: the op
I’m not talking about s** for God’s sake. (I’m sure that wasn’t your intention but i just wanted to make sure) I’m only 14. My parents talk about what a failure I am behind my back and then act like I don’t know. The only reason they even had me was so they could have a trophy child so they could say “look at what good parents we are” but when I even slightly mess up. I’m a scapegoat. They yell, belittle. And insult me. I cry myself to sleep that night. Then I am forced to wake up bad act like nothing happened, because if I show the slightest sign of lingering anger or sadness. The cycle starts all over again..I’m not allowed to feel emotions if they don’t say so, at least, that’s how i interperate it. Sometimes I feel like they should have gone to therapy or something before having me. Because they didn’t. And now I do. I know what they are to me, they are not my parents, they’re my abusers.

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