As a child, I was taken advantage of, s******* and emotionally, by a cousin who is five years older than me. It went on every day after school, in his home, and on his family’s property for three to four years. Years later, my first boyfriend raped and sodomized me several times in my own home, on a couch on the second floor. I am now nineteen, I was fifteen then, and I hate myself and my body so much. Sometimes I force myself to sit on that couch.
