i’m going to lose my university scholarship because over a single subject i’m studying 5 hours a week for. my mother is about to go to the hospital and my dad just found work. i’m going to take time off of university to take care of her and my little sister and keep the house up. but i tried to tell my friends and they’ve been ignoring me for the second day now.
the only thing keeping me alive is that my bf still wants to talk to me and the hope that i’ll leave this stupid country for a higher degree and cut off all contact with these “friends”, but i’m so lonely.